uhg.

bleeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

who cares anyway?

2 unsharpened pencils.
a trinity ring, given to me by my mother.
a razor blade.

there's so much stuff on my desk, it's annoying.

I woke up early for no reason, i just wanna go to bed.

ah, today is tuesday, may 19th
Happy Birthday Lydia!

So i got back in touch with Crystal.
me her and Cobb were gonna go to Disneyland in a couple months.
I forgot that my pass expires in june though.
that's crappy.

My Tata has cancer in his liver.
Good thing school is pretty much over, it wont by able to mess up my grade much.

When does summer get here?
I found out that I'll havta meet with a summer school teacher once a week.
These people never leave you alone.
what's the point of homeschooling if you havta go out of your way to meet with a teacher?
In a normal school year I meet with a teacher.... every 3 weeks (?)
In a normal school year I have 6 subjects.
In summer school I'll havta meet with the teacher every week but I'll only have 2 subjects.

I think they just want to waste my time, it's their job to look busy and sign papers.

Let my propose a question to you.
What is homosexuality?

Is it the way someone is born?
Is it a choice?
what is it?

It's so freakin hard to be a christian teen today.
You need one straight answer to this question but no one can give it to you.

Who are we supposed to ask?
"ask God"
Not many teens can ask God something and discern his answer.
sometimes even I can't.

No one wants to talk about this because no one wants to offend someone.

There was a person at church the other night (I won't say who and I expect everyone will respect that), they were wearing a T-shirt that said "Gay respect".
Ok.
We're all sinners, yes, ok.
Christians (including myself), believe that homosexuality is sin.
This is from the bible.
To God all sins are equal.
So, lying is equal to adultery, murder to cheating, everything is the same.
Would it be appropriate for me to wear a shirt in church (the house of God, mind you) that said "respect to murder"?
what about "Liars respect"?
"I respect cheaters"?
no.

I don't care if that's how you feel, but respect my church.
Respect my God.

If you feel that you need to advertise something like that in your church, something is wrong.
As Christians we should ALREADY respect everyone.
Muslims, Jews, atheists, EVERYONE.

does this mean we agree with their lifestyle?
no.
we'll all ways have our disagreements but that doesn't stop us from respecting each other.
Along with our respect comes love.

-If God was willing to die for something as worthless and small as me, the least I can do is live loving everyone.

-Ernie